Okay i have been dating this guy for a year and a half. he was my first boyfriend and i was his first girlfriend. We have seen each other everyday for the past year. Which is bad but his mom has an obsession with me, sometimes i think that i'm dating his mom and not him. She would call me everyday to see HER , forget him. So it became a habit. In a way it felt like i was his sister and not his girlfriend.(he's an only child). even he would tell me, because i started sleeping over like almost everyday and our schools are right next to each other so his dad would take us. Thinking back it was probably the worst mistake everrrr. Well we broke up because he wanted to try other girls to make sure that he wasn't wasting his senior year with one girl. Now were speaking again. he has been on his dates and he has realized that he really does love me, but at the same time he doesn't want to be with me, and if he does see me only on the weekends. Which is what's killing me, were on christmas break. there is nothing to do on the weekdays so what is he going do go on a date? and i don't mind giving him his space but at the same time i'm scared. Because i don't want to sit here waiting until he decides it the right time. I'm so confused. i have 4 sisters they tell me to just forget him and move on but its not that easy bc i do really love him. He is a jerk in the beginning of our relationship he wouldn't even hold my hand but he has changed so much and he notices it too. He's not the sweetest man 24/7 but hes sweet in his own way and i get him. ( im one of the few ppl that do ) and he agress. Im just scared of wasting my time as well. I know he loves me but does he really want to be with me? Last night we went to the movies of course with his parents lol but i love them crazy but i love them lol.... and as i left the car he hugged me and told me dont worry everything will be alright.... but at the same time im like aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh freaking out i hate maybes i like yes or no and he has me floating around in space... ugh hope some one can give me advice
thanks (:
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